Hmm..went to rocher centre yesterday..get all those dnt "spare parts"..den after that..hmm..my mum called me on my hp..asked me whether I wanted to meet her at Orchard...so I agreed..felt sorry for leaving behind qiang..wei and jun. Yep..so I was out the whole day..was tired. Bought a flare skirt and a long sleeve shirt yesterday...it's while in colour..and very artistic looking. I like it. Above all kinds of shirt..I think I still like those which are artistic looking..sometimes I don't like people to portray me as simple..sophisticated would be nice. Guess I will be out again today..my dad is giving a farewell dinner to my aunt..and my 2 Americian cousins..cos they are going back to Alaska..they have been here for 3 months...took photographs with dem..shall post some pictures later..hee..I sound pretty melancholic huh? Life is like that..some things are beyond our control..some friends are just untimely bus-stops in our lives..some depart without bidding goodbye..more unpleasantly..some think that considering ur feelings sometimes is adequate although they did some things that they know you will be upset about. Contemplating, I am not ready to share myself and to find my happiness..cos the only happiness I deem..is just within me...no where in the universe can I sought my faith and trust..it is inborned...and no one..without my permission..can take it away from me..nor..can they try to hang clouds over me..cos they have no right to do so. You can't assume that kindness is an inherited trait..it is learned behaviour..wads more..the tree on the mountain takes whatever the weather brings...however if it has any choice at all..it will only take in what it needs..never taking in abundance. Not a shred of evidence exists in favour of the idea that life is that serious.